I don't want to be a party pooper....

but I'm totally in a funk. A big ol' bad funk. At first I thought it was because I was getting the flu, but two weeks later I still feel like shit with no symptoms in particular that I can really medicate....with flu medicine, that is. Depression runs in my family, so I know what to look for and I will get some help if it gets any worse. I don't think I'm depressed, per se...just a little down from stress related things. I like being in control. I like having my own timelines. School doesn't let me do this. And this whole singlenosex thing really sucks too. I miss being touched ( and spanked...but that's another story). Plus, this shitty rain isn't helping either. My appetite is messed up too. Anyways...this too shall pass. It always does and I promise this will be the last pity post.

Or maybe I'm just still hungover?

P.S. Mitzzee! I miss your sexy zombie ass!