Tuesday, November 01, 2005

1 year anniversary

I'm the slut who said no,
but wanted it real bad, you know.

I'm the slut who said no,
but didn't leave when he forced me down the first time.

I'm the slut who said no,
but my silence and tears said I surely wanted more.

I'm the slut who said no,
but closed my eyes and silently screamed for him to stop.

I'm the slut who said no,
and cringed when he told me how tight I was.

I'm the slut who said no,
but whispered the words he wanted me to say.

I'm the slut who said no,
whose name he's surely forgotten by now.

I'm the slut who said no,
who wishes she had screamed it just one more time.

4 Comments:

At 2:41 PM, Blogger exile said...

that does not make you a slut, you were a victim of an attack by a souless animal.

you may not have been strong enough to fight off this walking plauge, but you are strong enough to survive it.

 
At 6:27 PM, Blogger exile said...

jez- well, if you ever need to talk feel free to e-mail me for my number, i'm usually up pretty late. that's when things like this seem to creep out of nowhere

 
At 5:39 AM, Blogger ~art said...

It is not your fault

 
At 8:07 AM, Blogger Monkeypotpie said...

That's powerful stuff... It's good to see you express it and own it instead of it owning you.

Good on you, mate.

 

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